Will I Fight???

There is a war being waged RIGHT NOW...a war for my heart, my soul, my purpose, and my passion, as there is for everyone else around me. A war in which I feel totally ill prepared for. A war, that if fought on my own I WILL LOSE!!! It terrifies me and excites me all at the same time. However, I find myself cowering from the call to fight... the call to STORM the very GATES OF HELL. Why??? I mean time and time again the God of ALL Creation says "I AM HIS", "I WILL DELIVER YOU", "YOU ARE MINE", "I AM YOUR STRONG TOWER". Over and over again He reminds me of His love for ME, so why so afraid? Am I afraid of the cost, the sacrifice, the possibility of rejection (well duh I am a woman after all)? I'm tired of being afraid, of being a COWARD. My time of rest is over and the time to FIGHT is NOW!!! So will I rise to the occasion and STAND and PROCLAIM the WORD of the LORD, to seek and fight for HIS GLORY. To set the captives FREE in JESUS NAME.

My Prayer:
Lord Jesus Thank You for calling Me by name, for loving me and declaring me YOUR'S, and for never leaving me or forsaking me. Lord, I long to be ravenous in my pursuit of You, and I'm not and for that I am sorry. I know that I am a coward and disobedient and ask for Your forgiveness. Lord Jesus I will pursue you, I will fight for your Glory, I will wage war against the Enemy, and seek to be wild in my abandon for You. Lord PLEASE give me wisdom and grant me discernment...to know when to speak and when to shut up. I long to be your vessel. Please Lord let your name be brought Glory in ALL I do. I love you so much and I am so grateful for who YOU are in my life. Thank You.
I LOVE YOU.

ME